As soon as Autumn and I stepped outside Love Field airport we both looked at each other and went ICK this weather is gross! Where as were were glad to be home I LOVE CALIFORNIA weather! nothing like sitting on the beach and getting a sunburn! Oh and let me tell you I came back sunburned and Autumn came back more tan!
I went to the office when I got in so I could pick up some paperwork I needed and then went to get the Lil Man! When I walked in he said he wasn't excited I was home! NICE HUH! However I know he was! We went to eat and our kids didn't fight in fact they even sat next to each other BONUS! (Since they are both lefties sometimes it can be difficult for us (Eli and I) to sit next to them without us all bumping elbows :) That night Riley asked if he could cuddle with me and he climbed up on my lap and fell asleep! Same thing the next day he wanted to cuddle with me more.
To my knowledge they still haven't fought! I left on Sunday night for a surprise visit to my brother (He was really surprised) and got to visit for a few minutes then I proceeded to Amarillo. I am meeting prospective clients here and had a chat with a small bank here as well as a childcare center! And then I was to leave today to go to Lubbock but plans changed when I found out the hotel I am at is about to do a remodel. The Sales Manager was talking to me and told me she used to work in Insurance and Bonds also and I asked if I could get the name of her General Manager or whoever handles their bonds etc. So I have a meeting with the general Manager in the morning! So see me talking alot to strangers isn't always a bad thing :)
Then I get to go get my Zacky! YAY!! We (Zack and I) are going to do a mini staycation I think and go here http://www.gojump.com/
Yep that's as close as I can find for bungee so we are going to do it all! We may go Tubing down the river in New Braunfuls but I am not sure yet! It will be just him and I. I am excited that we are getting to spend quality one on one time with each of our kids. This will continue for us even though they may not always be huge vacations but it is a special bonding time for us all! Autumn has not had an attitude since right before we left and I have been relatively stress free!
Eli and I have talked a lot about stuff lately and the other night we were sitting on our deck and we started discussing how we are dealing with Riley's stuff differently. He asked me if I really thought about it all day every day and I told him yes EVERY SINGLE MOMENT I think of the What If's?? I know my kiddos could die at any moment but if it were a car crash or something it would be sudden ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEARS is that Riley will have to have surgery and the Dr will walk out with a Look on his face (kinda like they do on TV) and tell us that they lost our lil man. I can not even fathom how I would handle that and sadly I dream about that all the time. good thing is that since I am working that helps keep my mind busy for a portion of the day!
18 more days until our MRI and thankfully we get to see our neurosurgeon right after we are done!
Thats all for now!
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